Transsexuality is nature. No one can determine and expect it. There were moments, even times when it was very difficult to get yourself acquainted with new people, participate in different “group activities”, because the way people perceive me, and my own self-perception constantly come into conflict. Perhaps sometimes it hindered my work. However, I am usually able to “circumvent” this obstacle, or even blocking any feelings that arise when communicating, either consciously playing a role that was expected of me. We can not say that it is quite easy and pleasant, but in time becomes a habit. And life seems quite normal, not so hopeless, especially if you do not know how it is different. It also has a place of joy and sadness, happiness and despair, until you know the whole range of emotions that comes when at least someone, especially relatives and loved ones begin to perceive you as it is, without a mask. Then the world seemed to blossom, it becomes more tangible, vivid, and at the same time cozy and quiet.